What happened Part 1
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What happened Part 1
Everyone seems to wonder what happened to me/
Shows how much in my life you’ve been/
But here we go, I’m going to say this once more or maybe once again/
I forget whichever one it is, but then that’s irrelevant/
I figure we would address the elephant in the room, yes, I cannot walk without assistance/
Crutches, walker, wheelchair, you name it, I need it, according to however my body decides today will advance./
Let me preface this to say that the story isn’t even cool/
And that’s my own observation considering everything that I’ve lived thru./
I’ll never understand that tho, But here you go... /
- I was on the road again, because the Gypsy blood in me was needing some feeding/
Staying still is hard, especially when you’re bleeding, too many nights you feel like deleting-/
Always on the road, chasing someone else’s taillights/
Or in some airport foodcourt eating because they don’t serve anything in flight/
Jangle chains, jangle, the freedom on my hip dangle near the passenger with me/
Sweatsuit, no hands, shhhhh, if you only knew who was sitting next to you... and me./
Back to the road it was midnight, mountains in Nevada, coming thru a storm hydroplaning no control/
I’m not even driving, but I can feel the ice hit my face because my partner has the window/
Down. I’ll never understand that tho, But here you go.../
- Coming thru the storm, I can feel the panic on the road beneath me/
Swerving and gliding, Losing control every so often like 1-2-3/
I really shouldn’t be awake, just drove __hrs straight, just switched at the base of the hill/
But I’m not about to wake up to a white light, especially when I can feel anxiety’s chill/
What are you supposed to do when you have a deadline to meet, lives on the line and slippery road?/
Says “I can’t do this!” So I say “Let me do this”/
I meet a shadow on the road when we switch and he says “you won’t live thru this, you know that, right?”/
Thru the cigarette smoke I say, “wanna bet?”, he smiled a slight/
I’ll never understand that tho, But here you go.../
- He took another drag and said, “Look, it’s obvious you’re tired, I can hear it in your voice...”/
I snap back- “I’m mission minded, it’s just something I have to do, I don’t have any other choice!”/
“Do you want one?” He snarls... my gaze meets his, He says “1-You give me the souls on board, just around this cliff-/
“Don’t worry, I’m not an animal, no pain, it’ll all be quick!”/
I whisper, “You can’t-“ ...he echoes ”I will and you can stop me, but will you?”/
I yell “Stop playing games, the souls aren’t mine to give!” He grinned “Fine... offer number 2/
“Mission completed but the price will be dear, so I’ll let you pass thru my mountains domain without fear,/
“As an act of faith I’ll even let you consume these monsters meant to end your road, blink if you understand, Here.”/
Next my hand is changing gears... I’ll never understand that tho, but... here we go-/
KTupua July 2020