By Kuresa

Torn Inside

Monday 7th of December 2020 06:48:00 AM

Torn Inside

It’s a difficult thing to want to be around people and at the same time...

But not just “want to”.

We crave company and interaction, but familiarity is the true prize.

It’s tough not knowing how to gauge how much of “social interaction” we can take.

Sometimes, it’s an all night hang out just talking and connecting...

Other times it’s “I hope they just say hi and shut up and stay on that side of the room...

“Just Being quiet... yeah... that would be a good visit”

Other times it’s a text in the middle of a cold night just letting you know

“hey... you were on my mind”

I get it.

Wanting to be included without bringing the room down, with an instant teleport spell on standby just in case you need to pull the rip cord and go back to the shadow and the silence that we know better than some lifelong friends...

I hear you.

I see you.

I get it.

You’re loved.

You matter.

You don’t have to go through the darkness alone.

Reach out.

MakeItToTomorrow

KTupua

December 2019