It’s Easier…
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It’s Easier…
It’s easier to drive loved ones or potential loved ones away on purpose, than to let them helplessly stand by, watching us unravel.
They want to help, they want to be there, but don’t know how to be...
and when they ask how they can best help us...
Darkness, frustration and anger spits back hateful venom.
The truth is... we don’t know. We don’t even know how to make the pain/thoughts/darkness/anxiety/depression/hate stop for ourselves, let alone, be able to explain to someone else how you can help us through it.
There’s no “life saver” instructions.
No medical bracelet we can wear that tells you “If I’m _, do ____ immediately!”
We don’t know how to tell you during those impossible episodes when we’re at war with ourselves and the pain is yelling through tears that:
-“I can’t do this anymore!”
-“I hate you!”
-“I don’t know what else to tell you!”
-“Just Leave me alone”
...what we mean to say is:
-“Please... I don’t know how to say what I need, but I’m not upset with you!”
-“I hate feeling like this!”
-“You don’t HAVE to do anything... just you being there comforts me...”
-“thank you for being here”
Always having some answer or trying to constantly fix us hurts more than it helps...
we already feel broken, and pushing only fractures us more.
You are Loved.
You Matter.
Together, we can get through the dark.
MakeItToTomorrow
KTupua
October 2019