This War Within
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This War Within
You can’t hide from the noise in your own mind.
Outside influences, sure, they deaden the pain…
Maybe, it even helps bring the volume down a bit...
but over time...
the dosage needed to distract you from the noise becomes a whole other problem...
I can’t function unless... Lie.
I can’t sleep unless... Lie.
I just need ____ and I’ll be good... Lie.
But I need it!!! ...Not a lie-
But not exactly the whole truth
Self medication.
It works.
But it isn’t safe.
Seek help.
Reach out.
Find a safe place.
You can’t hide from the noise in your own mind...
Get some help and you won’t need to.
“You don’t understand, I have a reputation!”
Life > reputation
“You don’t understand, my family will be shamed!”
-I understand. Trust me.
-Shame doesn’t hurt as bad as losing a loved one to a problem that the family wasn’t even aware of.
And damage control after that?
If your “family honor” is your reason-
You and I both know that it’s just an excuse to not seek help.
Seeking help is hard... but it’ll be worth it.
MakeItToTomorrow
ReachOut
StopTheNoise
SeekHelp
KTUPUA
March 2019